We spend every night together. It's the single greatest thing I look forward to when the sun goes down. I know that once everyone has faded into the moonlight, and I am sitting alone, you will shortly come and enjoy my company with me. When you finally arrive by my side, whatever happened that day, doesn't matter. Just hearing your voice calms my nervous. The touch of your skin warms my heart.
The last time we were together, our lips touched. And when our lips touched I almost forgot to breath. The greatest time's of my life are when I am with you. I don't know what I would do with you out you, lover. I've known you for years, and you've played a pretty big part of my life for some years now. A dream without you seems unfamiliar. Almost like it wasn't even a dream. There's not a single person I love more then you. But I never seem able to tell you that. Probably because most of the time I am with you, I am speechless. Stuck gazing into your eyes. Getting lost in your words, and getting high from your touch.
The last night we spent together, you disappeared without saying goodbye even before the sun came up. Without a final kiss goodbye. Without a comforting hug to reassure me you will return, you just disappear. And when the sun rises, I find myself laying there cold, and alone wondering when I will see you again. With no way of getting in contact with you, I go through my day wondering how I can let you know I'm still thinking of you, and never forgot you. And when all hope sees to vanish, and loneliness sets in, I close my eyes and then you are there. Your arms wrap around me and it almost brings tears to my eyes.
Just thinking about your touch now, makes me wish I was dreaming just to see you. You are just simply impossible to get out of my head.
Dear Lover. I wish you weren't unknown. I wish you had a name. I wish you had a face. I wish you were more then just a dream. I wish you would become my reality. I wish you were real.
Dear Lover. I wish you were more then just a dream.
Monday, September 19, 2011
Friday, September 2, 2011
Angels And Airwaves And Love.
The biggest thing about Angels And Airwaves is the feelings I get from listening to their music. It just gets inside of me and whenever I close my eyes, I'm floating away and disappearing into another world, going on an adventure. But the biggest feeling I get from listening to Angels And Airwaves, is the feeling of love. And I don't mean like world peace and love thy neighbor, kind of love. I mean LOVE LOVE. I've been with girls in the past. And I used to use the word love like it had no meaning. I would fall in "love" with pretty much any girl who would be with me.
Angels And Airwaves taught me how very wrong I was about that. AVA taught me what love feels like. And I realized I've actually only, truly, loved one person. But that's a different story for another day.
Now, I'm single right now. I'm not in love with any one either. Sometimes I get bummed out about that. I have no one to love, and there's no one to love me back. But that's the thing about AVA... When I listen to them, they bring this feeling of love. I start to get this feeling that some one out there, does in fact love me. Maybe we haven't met yet. Maybe it was some one from my past. Or maybe it's some one around me today. But I get this loving feeling. And when I listen to AVA I know that just because I don't have love now, it doesn't mean I will never have it. Love will come. Love is also all around us. Love comes in all shapes and colors.
Everybody is loved by somebody. And it's up to you to decide if you want to see that love or not. Some people like to take the little things and call them feelings of love. Some people look at the big picture and feel overwhelmed by the amount of love. And some people chose to completely ignore any signs of love around them. Whether they are afraid of it, or just don't want it from those people, they ignore it.
But that's the thing about love. Love cannot be ignored. It's not something that goes away after a night of sleep (Unless you're drunk.). The only way to get rid of love is to kill it, or let it die.
To kill love is a brutal thing. To destroy some one's heart, or even your own. It's not fun for anyone when love is killed. It ruins lives, sometimes even ends them. But some times killing love is the only way to make things better. Love can be a dangerous thing. If you're getting love from the wrong person, it can hold you down. It can isolate you. It can make you stranger. And more commonly, it can change who you are...
To let love die happens all the time. From not speaking up and telling some one how you feel. The love stays inside of you and just sits there. It has no way of escaping. Love needs to be expressed and if you hold it inside of you for too long, nothing will happen. Love must be released, expressed, and heard. If it desn't, it begins to fade away with time.
This is all what I get, from listening to Angels And Airwaves. Angels And Airwaves teaches me that love is inside of everyone. And it's up to you to decide how you want to use it. But that's why AVA is my favorite band. Love is an interesting feeling. It's indescribable. It's powerful. And it's consuming.
So, who do you love? Is it the ones who has your back and the drop of a hat? Is it the ones who make you smile? Or is it something you're not sure about? Does some one have your heart? Are they worthy of having you heart?
Angels And Airwaves taught me how very wrong I was about that. AVA taught me what love feels like. And I realized I've actually only, truly, loved one person. But that's a different story for another day.
Now, I'm single right now. I'm not in love with any one either. Sometimes I get bummed out about that. I have no one to love, and there's no one to love me back. But that's the thing about AVA... When I listen to them, they bring this feeling of love. I start to get this feeling that some one out there, does in fact love me. Maybe we haven't met yet. Maybe it was some one from my past. Or maybe it's some one around me today. But I get this loving feeling. And when I listen to AVA I know that just because I don't have love now, it doesn't mean I will never have it. Love will come. Love is also all around us. Love comes in all shapes and colors.
Everybody is loved by somebody. And it's up to you to decide if you want to see that love or not. Some people like to take the little things and call them feelings of love. Some people look at the big picture and feel overwhelmed by the amount of love. And some people chose to completely ignore any signs of love around them. Whether they are afraid of it, or just don't want it from those people, they ignore it.
But that's the thing about love. Love cannot be ignored. It's not something that goes away after a night of sleep (Unless you're drunk.). The only way to get rid of love is to kill it, or let it die.
To kill love is a brutal thing. To destroy some one's heart, or even your own. It's not fun for anyone when love is killed. It ruins lives, sometimes even ends them. But some times killing love is the only way to make things better. Love can be a dangerous thing. If you're getting love from the wrong person, it can hold you down. It can isolate you. It can make you stranger. And more commonly, it can change who you are...
To let love die happens all the time. From not speaking up and telling some one how you feel. The love stays inside of you and just sits there. It has no way of escaping. Love needs to be expressed and if you hold it inside of you for too long, nothing will happen. Love must be released, expressed, and heard. If it desn't, it begins to fade away with time.
This is all what I get, from listening to Angels And Airwaves. Angels And Airwaves teaches me that love is inside of everyone. And it's up to you to decide how you want to use it. But that's why AVA is my favorite band. Love is an interesting feeling. It's indescribable. It's powerful. And it's consuming.
So, who do you love? Is it the ones who has your back and the drop of a hat? Is it the ones who make you smile? Or is it something you're not sure about? Does some one have your heart? Are they worthy of having you heart?
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